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Saturday, August 26, 2006
Decisions are made so quickly and can change someones life in a matter of moments.
Like the person who makes a decision in their life to change the corse of their future. You may not see them nearly as much but you know that they are following God's will and that brings encouragement for thier future.
Or the person that has had this course of life choosen for quiet some time. However, there is never enough time to say goodbye but you know that they are following God's will and that makes it so much easier to say goodbye.
But then there are the people that take another path. They do something you never thought possible. Something that was done in the moment, something that they did not study over the future consiquences. They end up in a place they never wanted to be. And you know that this was not in God's will, and you wonder what the plan could have been for them. But you know that their is still a chance for them, everyone always has a chance, God will never give up on them. He will never say that they are a waste of His time and love. Even though no one is worthy.
And there are always the people that will never leave your side. That will stay with you threw everything. And you love them more than you could have ever thought possible. You know that they are following God's will and that brings you closer than ever.
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Current mood:  calm Current music: Seven Places - It might be today
Friday, July 7, 2006
"Jesus Christ our Savior who is the propitiation, the satisfaction if you would, for our sins,
And not just for our sins, but for the sins of the whole world. The blood of Jesus Christ flowed
From seven places.
The first place He bleed from, the blood that poured from His head that day.
The blood from the thorns in His skull cleanse you from thoughts, the blood that was on His face
He has covered the things that you may not want to face up to because of what you've seen or
Heard. Know this, the blood flowed for you.
"Yeah, but Jon, you just don't know I've backed away from the Lord, I've turned my back on him."
Well they took a flagellum and they beat His back and
Blood flowed from His back, it reduced to hamburger meat that day, His back was beaten so
Brutally. And if you've turned your back on Him and walked away from Him, know this, the blood,
The blood that poured from His back, cleanses you sprinkles you.
"Yeah but Jon, you just don't know what I've done with these hands." Those hands were pierced, those hands were pinned
to the tree, spikes driven through those hands where He bled to cleanse you and cleanse me from the stuff
that we've handled that we ought not to have handled, the stuff that we've done that we
Ought not to have done. Hey, understand, the blood flowed from His hand.
"Yeah but it's stuff that's inside of me Jon, It's just things that I feel in my gut, I have bitterness towards them,
And I'm angry with her." Jesus wants you to know that blood flowed from His side when they thrust
That spear into Him when He hung on the cross.
"Feet that walked where I ought not to have walked." Blood flowed from His feet too, when the spike pinned Him through
the feet, to the cross of calvary.
And now I realize things that I can't face up to, thoughts that I've had that are not
Right, not good, not true, bitterness inside of me, stuff I've touched that I ought not to touch,
Places I've gone where I ought not to have walked. And I look and I realize the seven-fold
Flowing of the blood of Christ clean ses me in every area from all sin and I'm free, and I'm
Forgiven, by the blood. What can wash away my sin, nothing but the blood of Jesus. Seven times
Perfection, Seven places, that's what He went through, for me and for you."
~Seven Places - Awakening
Current mood: rejuvenated Current music: Seven Places - Awakening
Thursday, June 1, 2006
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
This verse reminds me of Mandy because she has that awesome way of acknowledging God in what she goes threw. I love you Mandy =)
I am going to North Carolina for 2 weeks. I should be back around the 17th. Pray for our safe travels and fun times.
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Current mood: mellow Current music: From Autumn to Ashes
Wednesday, March 8, 2006
So tomorrow morning I am going to get my 4 wisdom teeth out. I will admit that I am scared, but I'll live through it I suppose =P
Then on Saturday Nathan is going to come over and watch Beauty and the Beast and then go to a hockey game and meet mi padre.
And Friday Mandy is going to visit me and were going to watch Lady and the Tramp.
I'm going to buy coloring books before the surgery.
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Current mood:  scared Current music: Haste the Day
Thursday, March 2, 2006
CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE
1. What's your name: Shannon
2. How tall are you: 5'4 or 5'5
3. What color are your eyes: blue, green, gray
4. What color is your hair: blonde and some dark brown
5. Are you Male or Female: Female
6. What is your best feature (physically): my smile, my eyes
7. What's your shoe size: 8
8. Glasses, yes or no: contacts
9. Did you ever have braces: nooo sir
10. On a typical day you are wearing: band tee and jeans
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: guys boxer shorts and a big tee-shirt haha
12. work out/exercise about how often: i try 3 times a week at the gym
CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: norma jean, acacia strain, emerey, blindside, unearth
2. Name five of your favorite singers: dont have any
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: the symphony of blase, we werent brought up right, about a burning fire
4. Name one song that best describes your life right now: walk away
5. Name one song that best describes your life one year ago: emotionless
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: if i had a car...and if i listened to the raido...they would probably consist of 99.3, 106.9, and 102.1
7. What's the last CD you bought: emery
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: mix
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: kenny chesney....but im not embarresed. loser.
10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: norma jean, as i lay dying, haste the day, emery, anberlin, acacia strain, blindside...all in one show
11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: gretchen wilson
12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: mxpx
CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION
1. Name your favorite actor: johnny deep is cool
2. Name your favorite actress: uhh sarah jessica parker i guess. even though shes a whore.
3. Name your favorite television show right now: i dont watch tv. but i like yes, dear and the coby show! haha
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: napoleon dynamite, secret window, batman, mean girls, and i dunno haha
5. Your favorite canceled television show: i liked the old blues clues with steve. stupid joe.
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: UGH JARHEAD
8. You would never watch a movie with: a gay sex scene
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: anything really. and hot chocolate.
10. Three favorite tv channels: uhh i dont watch tv that much but i guess comedy central, wb, and fox. since i dont have cable.
11. Favorite reality show: i dont know
12. Favorite character on a reality show: your mom
CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
1. coffee:
2. dog: puppies!!!
3. slut: red
4. candy: chocolate
5. pole: whore
6. ocean: breeze
7. brave: lion
8. loving: God
9. cookie: dough
10. death: heaven
11. life: the game
12. child: priceless
CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer)
1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge
6. No television OR No music
7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever
8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii
9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one
10. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry
11. Sex without love OR love without sex
12. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR being loved by someone you don't love
CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE
1. Are you currently in a relationship: yes!
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: yess
3. Are you a virgin: yes
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: until my wedding night
5. How many times have you been "in love": like i said...i am in love with Him and him
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: I still love them both, unequally
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: smile, eyes, laugh
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: Christian, funny, sweet
9. Biggest turn offs include: non Christian, smoker, drinker, swearing
10. Your ideal date would be: having a ton of fun with friends! and some good alone time when we can cuddle and giggle.
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: in my church, when God has planned for me, how God has planned for me
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: no not that i know of. but i only have feeling for my hunnybear.
CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS
(of your friends, who would you say is:)
1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: nathan, mandy,steph, blake
2. The most rational:nathan and mandy
3. The funniest: sarah and mandy
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: nathan
5. The craziest (but in a good way): chris p
6. The most honest: blake
7. The purest: steph!!
8. The smartest: mandy
9. The most athletic: Steph
10. The most compassionate: nathan and mandy and steoh and blake!! haha
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail with and why: im not going to jail unless its for standing up for my faith and in that case id prolly go with mandy!! hahah
12. The last one that said "I love you": nathan =)
Thursday, February 23, 2006
so I had this dream last night. it was pretty stinkin amazing. you see, I have been praying to God to kind of help me in the things I do and that he would be glorified by my talents, such as playing the guitar. and in my dream I got this e-mail and in the e-mail there was a picture of a surf board and on the back of it it had this letter type of thing from God. and then it wasn't just an e-mail i was like actually holding the surfboard and reading it. and it started with "I, God" and then it like went off into how if I have my mind on God and I am completely content with Him that I will be able to do tasks and activities with a much better peace of mind. I have been sort of nervous about doing bad with this whole band thing and God put my mind at ease.so yea it was awesome and it built me up.
but aside from that my hunnybear nathan is back!!!! and i am so happy that he is. we watched secret window yesterday and hung out at my house and exchanged presents and then went to church. it was a very cute day.
then today i had a wisdom teeth appointment and im getting them out in 2 weeks. im kind of scared but i just wanna get it over with.
I am love with Him and with him.
=)
Love,
Shannon
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Current mood:  happy Current music: Unearth
Monday, February 13, 2006
Evil is the absence of Good/God.
Darkness is the absence of Light.
Cold is the absence of Heat.
Lust is the absence of Love.
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Current mood:  excited Current music: Acacia Strain
Friday, February 10, 2006
The road not taken is never the easiest, or more appealing road. It can be covered with lies and deception, just as the road that is often taken. The road that is often taken may not always be the right road, it can be glossed over. It can be made so beautiful and wonderful, yet be so corrupted and full of terror. In my own road that I chose not to take look amazing. When my road looked dark and alone.
The road I chose to take was against things that could hurt myself. Things of this world that supplied pleasure for a season. Things such as drugs, drinking, smoking, and sex before marriage. The road I looked down and prepared to take showed that the number of friends that I would loose would be great. However, it also showed that the God that I would be pleasing would be even greater. The lies that the road I chose to take were that it was not an enjoyable road, also that it was a road that would not let me “live life to the fullest”. The road that I did not take looked wonderful. The travelers walking threw it seemed happy, seemed like they were living life the best that they could and not letting it pass them by. I knew, unlike those travelers that their road would end horribly. Their worldly pleasures would not last forever, but only a short time. The realization came to me that glorifying God was the only pleasure that would last. His love would never leave me even if my friends did. Their road was deceiving and spreads like a cancer to people around them.
The road not taken, the road full of sins, was a road better not taken. The road that turns away sins and instead chooses to do what glorifies God is in all the better road. Although I struggled, my road was the better road and it was nowhere as alone as people said it would be.
Current mood:  loved Current music: Black My Heart
Saturday, February 4, 2006
Do you think your making a point? Because your not.
You are only acating more like a child while you state your adulthood.
yes Erin, this is to you.
dear friends,
pray for her. I don't care if she doesn't want the prayers. Pray for her.
Current mood:  annoyed Current music: Acacia Strain
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
6:45PM
I don't like it when people are mean to my friends for no reason. and it is happening all around me now. I will not tolerate it.
so stop. it is absolutely rediculous and I will confront you.
I'm not saying "be afraid of me" I'm saying that this is not going unnoticed. not at all.
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Current mood:  cold Current music: Luti-Kriss!!!!!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
5:21PM
Best
1. Male friend: Nathan
2. Female friend: steph, mandy, lisa!!!!!,sarah
3. Vacation: as long as its warm and prettyyy
4. Memory: this Christmas was GREAT
Worst
1. Part of the day: depends on the day
2. Day of the week: mondays i guess
3. Food: raisins
4. Memory: ill tell you later
Last
1. Person you were with: everyone that went snowboardinggg
2. Person you hugged: my mom
3. instant message: nick
4: text: bub or jon i dunno
First
1. Best Friend: jane
2. School: st stanislaus
3. Job: bringing in my neighbors trash...which i still do haha
4. Obsession: skateboarding
Today
1. What are you doing now: waiting for dinner to be donne
2. What will you be doing in 10 minutes: eating dinner?
3. Wearing: rahh boxer shorts and a hoodie hahah
4. What did you eat for lunch: random stuff
Tomorrow
1. Sleeping till: probably 7:45
2. Got any plans?: geometry, health, and english classes then maybe going to stephs
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: class
Favorite
1: Numbers: 9
2: Song: too many
3. Color:purple and orange
4. Season: i dunno winnter and summer!
Current mood:  hungry Current music: U2
Monday, January 16, 2006
10:40PM
My life is like a soap opera right now, but its okay because I have God. Not only do I have the almightly creator but I have Nathan too. Not only do I have the almighty creator and an amazing boyfriend but i have my mother too. NOT ONLY do i have the almightly creator, an amazing boyfriend, a loving mother, but i also have loyal and loving friends.
Thank you God.
So today I had classes and saw some of my loving friends, and then I watched Mulan with my mother and went on a walk/run with her. It was fun =)
Tomorrow I have more classes and as for tonight I'm hoping to get a call from Nathan.
This is our family.
Love,
Shannon
xoxox
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Current mood:  creative Current music: Black My Heart
Saturday, January 14, 2006
11:39AM
And I almost thought I forgot. But so suddenly once again I was reminded. It was in the worst way possible.
Y'know whats weird
I hate screaming.
But I love bands that scream their hearts out.
I hate fighting unless there's something to fight for.
But I love mosh pits.
I guess I just love being able to mosh and scream without the anger.
Love,
Shannon
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Current mood:  sick Current music: Acacia Strain
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
So I'm doing better. I had classes Monday and today and they were both alright. We played football today as ussual, it was pretty fun. After school me and Erin and Kevin went out to eat at 99 then CVS then Blockbuster and didn't get anything haha. So yea now Erin and Kevin are watching Harry Potter and I just got to talk to Nathan on the phone so it really made my day.
Tomorroowww I'm going to church and what not which should be fun, since it always is.
Well God bless.
Love,
Shannon
xoxox
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Current mood: content Current music: Emery
Sunday, January 8, 2006
I feel like I have been left with nothing.
I need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves.
Current mood:  crushed
Saturday, January 7, 2006
9:16AM
So yesterday turned out waaay different than i had ever planned haha. after classes me, erin, blake, and steph decided to go to friendlys to get some choooww and then at friendlys we all wanted to hang out more so i went with blake and steph to morning star while erin went home and showered. we saw luca and kate there and we talked with them for while and blake got his name engraved into his Bible.
THEN we went and got erin and went back to the Fortiers house then to a partaay haha and hung out there for while and watched napoleon dynamite. at like 10:30 we were going to go our seperate ways home but we just couldnt do it so we wanted to go to dunkin donuts and we did...but apparently they were closed early or something so we were just like messing around being really loud in the parking lot and a cop drove up to us. probably thinking we were drunk. and was like "uhhm is everything ok here?" and then we left there and went to friendlys again =)
it was alot of fuuun and were deff. gunna have to do it again sometime soon.
God is GREAT.
Love,
Shannon
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Current mood:  hopeful Current music: Mae
Sunday, January 1, 2006
Yeeeep so its offically 2006! my new years eve was pretty fun. i woke up at like 8 and cleeaanned then played LIFE, and won (oh yes). after that me and my moom went and picked up nathan and came back home and i showed him my almost finished room and then we watched the ring. it wasnt as scary as the first time i saw it but that could have been because nathan we here this time =P
after the movie nathan played day of defeat then we went to church. we went outside at 12 and wrote "happy new year" in the fresh snow =). then me and nathan watched firecrackers go off. it was cute. and we rolled in the snow.
so yea that was my new years eve, not into detail.
well i hope you all have a lovely new years and God bless youu!
Love,
Shannon
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Current mood:  tired Current music: Death Cab for Cutie
Monday, December 26, 2005
So my Christmas was sooo much fun, all thanks to the Azevedos =)
I went to church Christmas morning and then went home with Nathan and he got his present! yay! hahaha I'm taking that he loved it, which is awesome. Then we went to his grandparents house and ate food and hung out with Mike (Jazzy) hahah and had an awesome snowball fight! Thheenn after being there for awhile we went back to Nathans house and put another cymbol on his drums and played battlefield 2 then we watched Batman. After the movie we talked for awhile and then Erin came and picked me up at like 10.
When me and Erin got home we played LIFE then I went to sleep =)
That Christmas deffinatly beat the Christmas I had planed.
God is good.
Love,
Shannon
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Current mood: loved Current music: Mae - Suspension
Thursday, December 22, 2005
6:16PM
she is full of jealousy
she is full of misery
and she doesnt even know it.
i would like to see you try to slit my throat.
you.are.a.joke.
Current mood: i want a pit Current music: Emery
Sunday, December 18, 2005
1:52PM
Ahh so yesterday I went to Westfield to a park and was Mary in a live nativity. My shift was 4-6 and i got there at like 2 so me and vinny and trevor hung out then steph came and we talkedd and then I had to go be Mary! It wasn't too bad, it was freezzzing, but it was pretty entertaining. Once I was done there Steph, Mandy, Trev, and I went to Mandy's house to get some stufff and then we drove around and looked at hug houses with nice doors then we went to the mall then went to Stephs house and me and Steph walked to her friends house to pick up the movie Elf. THEN we ate and had hot chocolate (and didn't spill it hahaha) and watched Elf! it was wicked fun and i wasa wicked hyper.
After thhattt Blake, Steph, Mandy, Trevor, and me brought Trev homeee then went back to Steph's house and I slept over. It was alot of fun. theyre all wicked awesome people :)
This morning we went to church then hung out after and now I'm homeee.
I'm hoping that like next wednesday I can go snowboarding with them! thatd be greeatt.
but as for noww I have alot of studying to do tonight...
Love,
Shannon
xoxox
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Current mood: tired Current music: Showbread
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